It's just....one of those things
It's very hard to accept that one day it will only be me without Snoopy. We - pet owners know that our pets won't be with us forever but it's still very very hard to come to terms with it. I was to write a very long story of the experience I had when I drove for 3 hours to take Snoopy to the hospital in Newmarket on that Monday evening. But I've decided not to now and moved on and tried to make the most of our days we have left together instead. It's now 22:17 on a Friday night that the weather has been so bloody awful. Snoopy is laying asleep in front of the fire - I've just heard him making a little noise in his sleep. When you know your dog is not well, it's hard to tell whether that noise means he is in pain, comfortable or uncomfortable. I feel nervous, I fear to lose him - my little companion. I think I could be a bit too melodramatic here but I'm experiencing a roller coaster of ...
