Here comes February

One thing I want to do this year is to write everyday or at least as often as I can. After I was busy re-living my time in Bangkok I saw the first snowdrop and realised that it was the end of January. Now, we are in February and the days are

getting little longer as days go by. When the sun is out, everything seems to come alive. I don't wish Spring to come now - it's still too early but I know it is on its way - soon it will come.

Spring is hopeful and so am I. The time in Bangkok is now just a memory and I've got back on my old routine of being a solo. I have got the answers to all the questions I've asked. The first day I went back to work I knew why I was here. I wouldn't have done even half as much if I were to live a comfortable life being pampered by family and friends in Bangkok. My Achilles' heel though is Snoopy, my dog. I frantically looked for a solution regarding his new dog sitter. I applied and paid £50 to Borrow my doggy and just to find that no one wanted to borrow my dog, not even when I asked them. I sent numerous messages to many dog sitters in the area and only two replied. One said

they could only dog sit him at my house and it had to be at least 5 days at a time. Another though was very helpful and Snoopy had already been dogsat by them. Although, there are time that they are fully booked and can not have him but at least it's helped. There are times that I feel fed up having a dog. I just feel like he puts me in a vulnerable position. Will I be freer if I didn't have him. Definitely, I will - but I won't have a lovely companion. Perhaps, I should write about Snoopy, exclusively. 

I saw a pensioner walking his dog on lead today whilst driving to work and I decided I don't want to wait to be a pensioner until I can enjoy having a dog. As a matter of fact, I have a dog now and I can enjoy him now and I will enjoy having him because he is the most enjoyable company to have. I don't mind what it takes to keep him. I love him and he loves me. We look after each other and  

that is how it will be ( even saying that's rhyme !!!)